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Chapter 3

i have reached the point of no further considerations, but love is a real addiction - when you are high on it you keep going back no matter the pain you receive, even when looking at the circumstances you know the person is not truly worth it. shes lied to you on several occassions when you dropped her at the park and she turned around took another cab and went to another guys house, to spend the weekend, on a few occassions she actually gave you a jock itch, but then she turned it around and said you gave it to her, the truth is you knew because you were not sexually active with any other person, come to think of it now oh goosh, what if she had contracted HIV during those times, God an innocent you would have been on your way to the grave not knowing where it came from. at other times she would say she was heading to her friends place and i would head there and drop her off, only for her to hit another dudes place later for the weekend. sometimes i ask myself, what a womans actual...
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My Christmas from childhood

I was considering all the Christmas celebrations i have witnessed in my life and i ended up asking which was the best Christmas of my life today? I guess it was when I was much younger, snow man, father Christmas in our warm school hall - it was beautiful, the ultimate man in red, then we came to Nigeria- hmmm, if I can remember well, my first Christmas i experienced harmattan, no light, no water, then i remember my school then at jibowu, st john the only girls school that took me on a boy, the only boy in a girls school, then i think i can remember my 3rd Christmas, my father had joined these white garment wearing church introduce to him by his younger brother, it was quite similar to the church we attended in the UK in those years Ayo Ni O, birmingham, but what happened, cele doctrine spoilt my ideal Christmas fun from then, i spent it running around in church with white garment, and it went on, from then on, i remember the spiral fire works, brought by brother ojo an uncle of mine a...
chapter 2 as much as this may look unbelievable it is actually a true story, i guess this is the way i think i can heal and move on. i knew she had deficiencies i knew she was a party monster, but we all had our short comings. i wasn't going to try to change her but i was going to demand that she considered my feelings - i didnt have the capacity or strength neither did i have the staying power to go for 3 night shows consecutively while on campus, i would certainly crash, moreso that wasnt my priority i wanted to ensure that if i had to finish from this school i had to finish with a tangible result to back myself up, and i wasnt going to leave her while i was moving, i wanted what was best for her as thats what i wanted for myself.🤷🏿‍♂️ i guess it was a mistake, because coming to think of it now, 25 years later, it sounded more like i was trying to change the person for my own good, why didnt i see all these and when i saw it why didnt i just walk away, i remember days she wou...

My life, experience, regrets , what next?

Sometimes when I see stories of depression, or suicidal tendencies, I sometimes feel it's either over rated or people are just acting out.  This is my story and it was caused as a result of a relationship, which has questioned the foundation of my person, my sincerity and loyalty. Where do I start from now?😥😥 Here goes the story that derailed me and changed my life negatively, I met her about 25yrs ago, immediately I saw her, I fell n love and immediately with the help of my friend I started chasing her, I I say I climbed the highest mountain for her, it would be and understatement, if I saw I went into the deepest seas, it not a full description of the journey to win her heart, at the point at which I was gasping for water in the dessert of search for her heart she came around, and we started the most beautiful thing that could ever exist then, the Relationship, (my nightmare) it was beautiful, it made me grounded, it gave me a new perspective on life, at that point every other ...

when the president is no longer in control - but thinks he is

We are in a country where, we have a president but he has totally lost touch of all the activities of his appointees, they steal without blinking and eye and are so confident about it, they have formed a cabal of rings around themselves- and all the agencies saddled with this responsibility, like the efcc are just working on cases that are ceremonial,it seems these agencies are just tools, to put a few in check. The sgf office, has all the departments and agencies under it, money is voted to these agencies and the chief executives decide not to pay staff entitlements, where they do, they hold on to funds of contractors and enrich themselves - now they hide under programmes and policies formulation yet they vote money for capital expenditure - and they steal it by doing all these fake programmes and consultancies. We are in trouble in a bigger mess then we envisaged

we want a better nigeria but the youths are truly lazy