Chapter 3

i have reached the point of no further considerations, but love is a real addiction - when you are high on it you keep going back no matter the pain you receive, even when looking at the circumstances you know the person is not truly worth it. shes lied to you on several occassions when you dropped her at the park and she turned around took another cab and went to another guys house, to spend the weekend, on a few occassions she actually gave you a jock itch, but then she turned it around and said you gave it to her, the truth is you knew because you were not sexually active with any other person, come to think of it now oh goosh, what if she had contracted HIV during those times, God an innocent you would have been on your way to the grave not knowing where it came from. at other times she would say she was heading to her friends place and i would head there and drop her off, only for her to hit another dudes place later for the weekend. sometimes i ask myself, what a womans actually prides herself with? well a woman's pride is not on her body if it was, they would have as few as possible body counts, they actually brag about the body count just like men, a few body count is lame in their world, multiple sex partners is it - while choosing from the multiparty of testerone what is most important to a woman is her money!, its more important then anything , so personally i deviced a method of decerning if a woman likes me - the ability for her to give me her money if the need arises, thou i would pay back with interest or double it where and when possible, this was actually my secret come to think of it do i need to mention it here?