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chapter 2 as much as this may look unbelievable it is actually a true story, i guess this is the way i think i can heal and move on. i knew she had deficiencies i knew she was a party monster, but we all had our short comings. i wasn't going to try to change her but i was going to demand that she considered my feelings - i didnt have the capacity or strength neither did i have the staying power to go for 3 night shows consecutively while on campus, i would certainly crash, moreso that wasnt my priority i wanted to ensure that if i had to finish from this school i had to finish with a tangible result to back myself up, and i wasnt going to leave her while i was moving, i wanted what was best for her as thats what i wanted for myself.🤷🏿‍♂️ i guess it was a mistake, because coming to think of it now, 25 years later, it sounded more like i was trying to change the person for my own good, why didnt i see all these and when i saw it why didnt i just walk away, i remember days she would cry if i wanted to walk - but the truth is, i was in love beyond the normal measure i actually wished i could keep her in my pocket and bring her out to talk to, dream with her Everytime - little did i know my own fault would be to have stayed thinking she love mewhat can i do?

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