Depression, maybe drugs or what ever it is, is making people insane, yesterday I saw a chic, as in a babe that I would admire on a good day - when I say, straight up figure 8 right height she garrrit it. A correct D size upstairs, and a molue trailing behind, in all its perfection- the unfortunate thing is she was in the first stage of her madness- 2 things crossed my mind, ritualist again!!! and possibly depression of the highest level, she was slightly covered with mud, meaning she either fell down or sat in a muddy area- she put her hands in her pocket walked eloquently with panache, brought out her hands while gesticulating to herself, in an imaginary fight effort with someone or a group of people - in my mind I was like what the f*** shit goosh, someone hold her, tie her - all she needs is a temporary sedation before she enters the market Square - once that happens, like they say, no solution again- then I wondered, people were just looking at her, maybe the other thing passing through my head were passing through theirs, what of if, this is transferable spiritually? She walked on, and people were just looking admiring the live show of human contours, which we all had a privy to see, even babes were admiring her skin and the well feasted features, she got tired and sat in front of a petrol station, directly opposite a bank - and the first thing that came to my mind was I thank you God - I haven't gotten what I want yet- but I am sane, just something, I feel I should share- thank God always you have a BP and you feel the world wants to end their are people who have liver problems, you are being distressed by your landlord some don't even know where to go, with their wife and kids thank God in all situations thank God for his mercy
Sometimes when I see stories of depression, or suicidal tendencies, I sometimes feel it's either over rated or people are just acting out. This is my story and it was caused as a result of a relationship, which has questioned the foundation of my person, my sincerity and loyalty. Where do I start from now?😥😥 Here goes the story that derailed me and changed my life negatively, I met her about 25yrs ago, immediately I saw her, I fell n love and immediately with the help of my friend I started chasing her, I I say I climbed the highest mountain for her, it would be and understatement, if I saw I went into the deepest seas, it not a full description of the journey to win her heart, at the point at which I was gasping for water in the dessert of search for her heart she came around, and we started the most beautiful thing that could ever exist then, the Relationship, (my nightmare) it was beautiful, it made me grounded, it gave me a new perspective on life, at that point every other ...
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